S-day thoughts
Posted: Sat Mar 26, 2011 1:14 pm
I had a "letter of the law" but not "spirit of the law" moment last night. Basically, I was up late to meet at deadline, and at 12:01 (midnight) I broke out the chips.
Technically, I made it to the S-day. Emotionally, it feels like a fail.
All the usual "fail" reasons applied. I'd been superwoman that day, getting project after project nailed away. At 9PM, I found a "bomb" in my inbox - something that had to be done by 8:15 this morning. It was not a quick task, so I was up past bedtime, and stressed, and in a "poor me, haven't I done enough?" mood. To be honest, since it was 6+ hours after my last meal, I was also a bit hungry.
So now it's really an S-day. I thought about skipping breakfast, then decided to eat something because breakfast starts my day right.
Mark it and move on.
But I want today to be a recovery day - I need it on multiple levels. That means restful, healing, and pleasant.
Being stuffed is not that.
So... I am "setting an intention" for the following.
Regular meals, incorporating "nice foods".
A special, planned, thoughtful treat of some kind
No permasnacking. I can have snacks, but stop and think first, and make sure the snack has a real beginning and end.
Have a great S-day, everyone. Enjoy!
Technically, I made it to the S-day. Emotionally, it feels like a fail.
All the usual "fail" reasons applied. I'd been superwoman that day, getting project after project nailed away. At 9PM, I found a "bomb" in my inbox - something that had to be done by 8:15 this morning. It was not a quick task, so I was up past bedtime, and stressed, and in a "poor me, haven't I done enough?" mood. To be honest, since it was 6+ hours after my last meal, I was also a bit hungry.
So now it's really an S-day. I thought about skipping breakfast, then decided to eat something because breakfast starts my day right.
Mark it and move on.
But I want today to be a recovery day - I need it on multiple levels. That means restful, healing, and pleasant.
Being stuffed is not that.
So... I am "setting an intention" for the following.
Regular meals, incorporating "nice foods".
A special, planned, thoughtful treat of some kind
No permasnacking. I can have snacks, but stop and think first, and make sure the snack has a real beginning and end.
Have a great S-day, everyone. Enjoy!