Giving in
Posted: Tue Apr 02, 2013 11:00 pm
I have finally decided to succumb to No-S, and accept that I am no longer able to control my eating by other means (skipping meals, eating dessert instead of meals, gorging one day and starving the next, weighing obsessively, etc.) I am done with all of it. I no longer want to bargain with myself over what is okay to have and what isn't, count calories, spend hours researching the best ways to lose weight, intermittent fasting techniques, or anything else revolving dieting and weight loss. It has taken over my life for too long, and my weight is slowly creeping up.
I am here to commit that tomorrow, 4/3/13, will be my first day back on Vanilla No-S; no mods, no tweaks, NO EXCUSES. I will also exercise for 20-30 minutes every N-Day and weigh myself once per week on Saturday mornings. I plan on starting a daily check-in thread where I will record my progress each day. When I am tempted to cheat, I will come here, ask for help, read the boards, and live my life in between each of my three meals. I know that No-S is the only way for me to stop the obsession. I want a life different than the one I've been living, I deserve better, and I know that No-S will get me there.
I am here to commit that tomorrow, 4/3/13, will be my first day back on Vanilla No-S; no mods, no tweaks, NO EXCUSES. I will also exercise for 20-30 minutes every N-Day and weigh myself once per week on Saturday mornings. I plan on starting a daily check-in thread where I will record my progress each day. When I am tempted to cheat, I will come here, ask for help, read the boards, and live my life in between each of my three meals. I know that No-S is the only way for me to stop the obsession. I want a life different than the one I've been living, I deserve better, and I know that No-S will get me there.