Consider Me Officially Challenged
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 5:53 pm
I seriously thought this was going to be easy. Like I normally do when I start a new eating plan, I spent the first day obsessing over the details, except with No S there really aren't many details to obsess over, so I really just wasted a lot of time worrying about it. Because I am a calorie-tracking refugee, No S is so contrary to what I'm used to. Weight loss has been like a hobby for me for the past two years - what am I supposed to do with all this free time?
My willpower lasted until... Day 2. I ate comically large plates of food out of paranoia that I would starve, and then when I was laying in bed I was like, ''Shoot, this isn't going to work,'' and proceeded to embark on the lamest binge ever. I had four chocolates and a nutrition shake and a piece of cheese. I basically ate whatever I could find. I have an eating problem. This program is forcing me to face that in very stark terms.
Weirdly enough, I'm not totally discouraged. I figure with a 50% failure rate I can only improve from here. I seriously underestimated how challenging this would be. My new goal is to get through the month with more Success days than Fail days. If I really am set to do this for life, I guess I have some time to get it right.
In short, this is pretty monumentally different than anything I've done before, and also quite difficult. Any tips for getting through this first month would be most appreciated.
Sincerely,
Christy
My willpower lasted until... Day 2. I ate comically large plates of food out of paranoia that I would starve, and then when I was laying in bed I was like, ''Shoot, this isn't going to work,'' and proceeded to embark on the lamest binge ever. I had four chocolates and a nutrition shake and a piece of cheese. I basically ate whatever I could find. I have an eating problem. This program is forcing me to face that in very stark terms.
Weirdly enough, I'm not totally discouraged. I figure with a 50% failure rate I can only improve from here. I seriously underestimated how challenging this would be. My new goal is to get through the month with more Success days than Fail days. If I really am set to do this for life, I guess I have some time to get it right.
In short, this is pretty monumentally different than anything I've done before, and also quite difficult. Any tips for getting through this first month would be most appreciated.
Sincerely,
Christy